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Father's Love Letter

My Child...

You may not know me, but I know everything about you...Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up...Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways...Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered...Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image...Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being...Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring...Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived...Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation...Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book...Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live...Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made...Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb...Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born...Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me...John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love...1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you...1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father...1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could...Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father...Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand...James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs...Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope...Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love...Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore...Psalm 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing...Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you...Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession...Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul...Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things...Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me...Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart...Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires...Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine...Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager...2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles...2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you...Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart...Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes...Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth...Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus...John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed...John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being...Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you...Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins...2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled...2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you...1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love...Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me...1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again...Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen...Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father...Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is...Will you be my child?...John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you...Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad. Almighty God

i'm sorry i doubted your love

i'm not a religious person, i don't visit church every sunday.. maybe every wednesday??? hehehe! but i can say that i'm a spiritual person, i pray to God whenever i'm happy even when i'm sad... i strongly believed to God, i don't need to see him just to know His there because i know that He's just there around the corner :)

my faith was never tested not until september 10... i know Papa is a very religious person, devotee of Black Nazarene but why? why such thing happened to him... i can't help but to ask God why He allowed that bad thing to happen... we know were not a perfect believers but we have faith in Him

eventhough there are questions that are hard to answer, God has a reason why all these things happened... i don't have any right to question my Creator because everything done is with purpose... as what i always say "you're will be done"

"Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you. I will uphold you with my victorious right hand."Isaiah 41:10

the designer within

enough of the emo stuff... because its not em-ee.... sisterette created some dress designs, she wanted to design clothes... actually she enjoy designing wedding gowns but she's always got disappointed when she does it in her grade 3 pad hahaha! so i introduced her to this girly site for dress me up... check her masterpieces

tamang nakaganyan tlga ang kamay ko... ito daw ang pinakabagay na gown design sakin...ehem at ating ikonsulta kay kuya joy yan chutz :)



at dapat daw naming isali si kuya joy... ganyan daw ang dress code hihi!


shempre pede ba nmang makalimutan nyang gawan ng design ang sarili nya???

wish ko eh maging sikat na fashion designer itong si sis at nang malibre naman nya ako ng mga damit nya.... wish wish wish :)

from Cupid

To boys from cupid: Never leave the girl that destiny picked for you. Truly, distance makes the heart grow fonder but too much will instead make you wander. Always make your presence felt for all she needs is emotional assurance. There is one girl who is meant to catch my arrow for you and nothing can change that, not time nor circumstance.

To girls from cupid: A man's heart is as fragile as a butterfly's wing. Never hold it too tightly for in time, he will rest right on the palm of your hands.

alam mo ba?

hindi lahat ng tahimik, walang pakialam.
hindi lahat ng maingay, may sinasabi.
hindi lahat ng makata, umiibig.
hindi lahat ng madungis, madumi.
hindi lahat ng kasama mo, kaibigan mo.
hindi lahat ng kumo-kontra sayo, kaaway mo.
hindi lahat ng nagmamahal, tanga.
hindi lahat ng nagpaparaya, nanghihinayang.
hindi lahat ng nabibigo, nakakabangon.
hindi lahat ng umaasa, nabibigo.
hindi lahat ng naghahanap, nakakakita.
hindi lahat ng naglalakbay, nakararating.
hindi lahat ng nagbibibigay, nakatatanggap.
hindi lahat ng umiiyak, malungkot.
hindi lahat ng tumatawa, masaya.
at hindi lahat ng bagay, dapat pang sabihin.

hindi lahat ng bagay, dapat pang sabihin.... hmmm, mukhang mahirap yan for me kaya ko kayang gawin yan? minsan kasi nagsasabi ka lng ng nararamdaman mo may nasasaktan na pala kaya minsan tlga mga bagay na hindi na dapat sinasabi

ako kasi ang taong i appreciate honesty, kahit anong sakit yan tatanggapin ko, yan ang totoo eh kesa nman masaya nga ako puro naman kasinungalingan... at hindi lahat ng tao appreciated si honesty...

pag sinasabi mo ang nararamdaman mo o napapansin mo may masasaktan ka... better to keep it to yourself, no complains, no suggestions, no reactions, wla ka pang nasaktan... pero maghintay ka't bukas makalawa sasabog kana lng bwahahahahah!

"ako ba yan?"

change is hard for most people...

.... and that includes me. i've been dealing with this so-called change for the past few days... everything seems to change... and it sucks! minsan nakakagulat ang mga tao sa paligid mo iba na ang itsura, iba na ang ugali, iba na ang gusto, iba na ang pananaw... ang malala eh ang sa pag-gising mo pagtingin mo sa salamin, iba na ang nakita mo.... di mo na makilala ang sarili mo, sino nga ba ako?

no one ever notice that i'm undergoing depression this past few weeks, i myself didn't even notice it haha! (weirdo) pero bigla ka na lng iiyak habang pinapanood mo eh Goin' Bulilit... kamusta naman un? di siguro depression un... Crispin, Basilio, Crispin na yta ang tawag dun hahaha! Sisa, is that you?

siguro emotionally stressed lang ako dagdagan pa ng financially stressed, nakisali pa si physically stressed at humabol pa tong si mentally stressed... sumasaya nga ako every time i cry kasi lumuluwag ang dibdib ko... un siguro ang tinatawag na temporary relief tpos sabayan pa ng malalim na butonghininga... HAAAAY!

sana makatawa naman ako ng ung galing sa puso, hindi ung tawang... tumawa ka lng para masabi nilang ok ka... i prefer to keep this to myself kasi gus2 ko kapag kausap ko ang mga taong mahahalaga sakin ay masaya, masaya ang topic di ung nakakalungkot at nakakaiyak minsan nga lang kami maguusap usap drama mode pa... malalampasan ko din toh, nalampasan ko nga ung identity crisis ko noon eh ito pa hehhehe! i think i just need a vacation....bakasyon kaya ako sa Hongkong kahit one day lang... hahaha! feeling :) at i shoud also learn that ALL people change and that includes me... at Stress tabs lng katapat nito hahaha!

"i don't want to wear any mask, i always wanted to be real" - natatakot akong di ko na makilala ang sarili ko